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wow! i would have never knew. [16 Aug 2005|09:57pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

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The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored well above average on emotional intuition and above average on scientific intuition.Your emotional intuition is stronger than your scientific intuition.

Your Emotional Intuition score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good at Quake.

Your Scientific Intuition score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the sciences.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 99% on Scientific

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You scored higher than 99% on Interpersonal
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i may not know much but....i know i need you. [08 Aug 2005|08:22pm]
i want you to say something so bad. and no matter how much i try to provoke you into conversation you won't even look my way. i want to talk to you so bad i just don't know how to start. as of latley you seem so not interested. maybe its me or maybe its something else but i'm not really sure and thats making me think i'm less then everyone else. then i just get so upset and don't even know what i wanted to talk about.

so many things are going through my head. maybe we don't need to go to the movies tonight maybe we should just stay home and figure out whats going on. i mean i know what is on the surface but i want to know whats going on inside you. then maybe things can be set straight and then decisions can be made with the correct information. i really wish that i could just plug into your head and know whats going on. that would make things alot easier. then i would know whats going on. then maybe some how i could actually work on things that need it and not every thing else.

i really need to talk before i have like a mental breakdown and kill myself. you mean everything to me. i would give up anything for you. but if i need to move on and just be your friend and let you find someone new then i need to know. for the right things to happen then the right information needs to be shared.

by the way you were talking about your dream makes me think that it was about me. and that scares me because you said it was not so good for the girl. i don't know i'm always wrong so....it probably not me.

i'm just so confused and most of all i need you to be my friend too. your like the only thing that i have left that i value. i don't want to make the wrong decision and be out one of the best things that ever happened in my life.
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idlovethebabyversionofhiminmybelly. [07 Aug 2005|09:15pm]
so yesterday at work kinda got me. and thats saying alot. i've been working in the funeral home/cemetery business for almost 2 years and not many things have hit me like this. my aunt is in iraq and before this time she was in iraq for like a year. and when i saw that i just imagined her. even though shes not that young it still would suck. it really brings the war even closer to home for me.

in other news i still have no clue if i get to keep my job or not...yet. but i have to the 15th for my first interview.

i really considering moving away because all of this is starting to get to me. and i don't really know how much i can take of it. if i was away then he could feel free to move on and have his very own life. and maybe be happy. i always thought that we could be so happy but as of lately we're no where even near it. it's just at that breaking point where your on the wagon or your not. and we're not. hes on the wagon with his new interest(s). i think the only thing about that, that really needs to be said is that i would give up everything and just be his friend if it would make him happy. no matter what.

thats it.
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[16 Jul 2005|12:40am]
[ mood | lonely ]

things always suck on the days when he has to be at work instead of here with me. so many things could be better and there not because of me. i should just kill myself and get it over with. he's never gonna come back to me i know....i feel it. but i'm not ready to give up my hope and drive.

in other news i get to hang out with him all day. totally mine for one day. thats so great i think i'm going to explode. and then on sunday i'm going to the beach with him and two of his friends from work...oh by the way one of them he's trying to set me up with. great. he sounds nice. i'll try it out. no promises we'll just have to wait and see.

my first choice will always be you. i heart you.

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[04 Jul 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | shit! ]

she is me
she is where i was
where i should be
where i'll always want to be
she might stay around for a while
but she'll find someone new
and your going to feel just how i do right now

your words are like my stars
they mean something
but no one knows for sure.
until its to late.
then they wish they never knew.
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[01 Jul 2005|06:33pm]
[ mood | sad/depressed ]

i dont like how this story is playing out. you dont even notice me any more. your so wrapped up in your own thing, but i guess thats how its suppose to be now that youve moved on. i dont think that its so much the things that are happening as much who it with. i always thought that when this did happen that it would be for someone alot better then what you picked. i cant even get over that this happening. somedays im ok and so are like today when i feel like suicide would be like 10x better. and then when your not with her or talking to her you love me and care about me. but then again it seems that your always with or talking to her no matter whats going on. this is why i dont really like living here cause you make me feel like this ever moment. i wish that she would just go away. you could you again.

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[20 Jun 2005|09:33pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so much time has pasted and i feel like i just went in a circle.....but ended up on the other side. and not the good side. i hate this side. it feels so bad and helpless. i don't know what to do.

this is for you

it looks like a landing strip for dumb ass airlines.

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[27 Mar 2005|08:48am]
happy easter to my lovely boyfriend.
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oh wow. [15 Nov 2004|12:50pm]
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[15 Oct 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | worried ]

so i havent updated in almost forever.....but im really worried about tim.

well it seem weird when he didnt call at six when he said he would so i called him after work at eight like he told me to so we could hang out and he wasnt home....so i call back at like eight forty five and still not there. i thought maybe he was going to drop off aaron. still no call and it is really starting to worry me. as strange as this may sound i hope like nothing else that he just blew me off.

anyways thats it....

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for reasons like this i hate them more [12 Aug 2004|07:20am]
[ mood | sad ]

dear tim-othy,

i am more then ready to come see you but my parents have the phone....so i cant call you. if you see this could you please drive over here as fast as possiable. i hope you see this and i hope that your not made. i love you alot and i hope to see you very soon


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wow....its been a long time [31 Jul 2004|06:13pm]
[ mood | bored/sad ]

its been so long i dont know where to start
things are still the same
and i still hate everything
on the other hand i have timmy to make
every single day the most awesome
then when he leaves my side it all crumbles
so thats it besides....

i love tim very much x alot.

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i bet you cant guess who.... [29 May 2004|10:23am]
[ mood | excited ]

if there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this exact same sentence in your journal.

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you and me just feels perfect [24 May 2004|03:50pm]
[ mood | sad ]

so....im at school and im not suppose to be able to do this...yeah. so i havent updated in a long time and i dont plan on make this one very good...im just writing to timothy.

i miss you alot and i will call you today from work....i wish i could see you and i hope that you have a good time with nikki tonight. yeah im really really sad cause i want to see you...now.

i guess that all...

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there ya go fill it out [16 May 2004|09:31am]
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how cute am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[30 Apr 2004|06:59am]
dear tim,

my mom said that she might drop me off after work but you have to give me a ride home...and she is giving me a ride to school so i cant pick you up after school to go to work with me...ill call you from work.

<3 maggie
p.s. she is yelling at me right now for being on the computer.
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lifes a bitch [29 Apr 2004|07:13am]
sorry....she being a bitch and she says that i have to go look for a dress or a car today. and then when i was talking to her yesterday she just kept yelling. so i went to bed.....sorry i cant come over but she said she would talk to my dad about bringing me over there this weekend.

i guess thats it.....<3
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i just really dont get it..... [27 Apr 2004|05:23am]
dear tim,

my mom is being a bitch and says that "its not a good idea"...but maybe i can tomorrow and if you want to you can come to work today, ill call you and let you know.....and if you want we could hang out after work today? anyways i really sorry that i cant come see you this morning. i guess thats it

<3 maggie
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[19 Apr 2004|08:59pm]
i am very sad....day after day i come home without you and everyday it gets worse. why do parents have to be mean?...and worry about how they look? im sick of it. me and you on our own is how i think it should be.....but you probably dont like that idea.

i really wish that time would have went slow on the clock but not in actual time. im sorry i had to leave like that. i <3 you.

that is it.
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[18 Apr 2004|02:24pm]
what the fuck is going on..... ive called like five times since four and im yet to get a answer. then your logged on aim one minute and the next minute your not.....i dont know i feel really stupid right now and all i want is to see you. so i guess if you see this you could give me a call since i cant get ahold of you. <3

this was really stupid....i didnt know that the power was out and i am very sorry to mr.vargo. when i got on the phone i did have a slight attitude but like two hours with not a thing makes a girl wonder. again i am very sorry.
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